Mother’s Day
May 13th, 2012
Okay, so it’s Mother’s Day. Those of you who have been along for the ride for a bit know that this day is fraught with anxiety for me. Not because I AM a mom, but because I am WITHOUT a mom. And you know that she’s not dead, or somewhere in a nursing home eating [...]
Oh The World Is Such an Unhappy Place
May 10th, 2012
Before you think, wow, this is going to be filled with all kinds of Sturm und Drang about my life, fear ye not. My life is actually pretty damn good. It’s OTHER people that I’m worried about. And me worrying about them is getting to…well, to me. I don’t know if it’s me, or it’s [...]
I Don’t Even Know What to Call This Post
May 8th, 2012
Last week was a fucking doozy. I don’t know if I ever got into the whole story here of my first pregnancy. I was in corporate America (advertising) at the time, and from literally the MINUTE I told my single-White-female boss that I was expecting a baby, I became her target. It seemed like every [...]
Feeling Groovy
April 12th, 2012
Okay so it’s been a little over a month. Shoot me. It’s been busy…but very GOOD busy. I’m keeping this one quick and dirty. First of all, I started working out. Not sporadic bullshit. Not paying a gym membership fees when I never go. Not reading the magazines while never doing the workouts. SERIOUSLY WORKING [...]
Life is Like a Rollercoaster, Not a Freaking Box of Chocolates
February 6th, 2012
At least…my life is. Somewhat. I have highs… And then I have lows. Unfortunately for me, my lows are pretty effing low. I mean, dig down 6 feet into the ground low. My aunt recently had a birthday party, and I was all gung-ho to help her celebrate but then when the party actually happened… [...]
Stand Down
January 5th, 2012
WE CAN ALL CALM DOWN NOW PEOPLE. THE MEDICATION HAS BEEN FOUND. As it turned out, the medication WAS on the kitchen counter, but if you knew how full of drugs medicine and helpful products my kitchen counter is, you’d understand why it wasn’t easy to find. The damn bottle was actually on its side [...]
Rebuilding the Zen Palace
December 13th, 2011
Yeah, it’s been a few days, huh? I’ve been licking my proverbial wounds, and when that happens, I tend to retreat into silence and introspection. Which is sometimes a good thing, and sometimes not. I’ve been dealing with rejection, a recurring theme – coming to grips with the fact that people that I wanted so [...]
The Cure for What Ails You
November 19th, 2011
You ever had a really shitty day? Of course you have. If you haven’t, I don’t even know how you could relate to ANYTHING I say on here. I’ve been having a shitty few weeks. Medical issues. Relationship issues. Kiddie issues! Mommy issues – as in, MY mommy, not me BEING a mommy. (That would [...]
Snowmageddon is Killing Me
January 23rd, 2011
Wow. I know, I know. It’s been, like, forever. It is really easy for me to write blog updates. It is very hard for me to remember to write blog updates. Sometimes. You know, the drugs, the tiredness, the kids, yadda yadda yadda. And then there’s all this goddamn fucking snow. Let me go on [...]
Life with Lexapro Thus Far
October 14th, 2010
So… I went through most of yesterday feeling as though I was on the smallest nanosecond of a time delay. I didn’t mind that too much, except when I was driving. My appetite was better as well, which is good for basic survival, I suppose, but I don’t want to put on any weight so [...]
