April 2nd, 2013
I am writing only because right now I am so horrified that I am hoping that by venting it, I will release some of the horror, repugnance, sadness and nausea that is building up right now.
I just read a report of a man who is on trial for killing the 6-month old baby girl of his girlfriend. Apparently, he was drunk as all fuck, and had attempted to make love to the girlfriend at some point in the evening, but she declined, so, out of anger and revenge…he decided to go and have sex with the BABY.
And killed her in the process.
I’m not sure if it was damage to her internal organs, or if, as I read in my skim, that he suffocated her while lying on top of her. They don’t seem to be sure either. And oddly enough, he’s not even being CHARGED with rape, because…I can’t remember why, some glaring loophole as usual, and I can’t go back to the story to find out for you because really, I just…can’t. I can’t read that again.
All I know is that right now I feel sick to my stomach. The fact that he killed her is bad enough. The how and the why, are what is making me sick and horrified right now. Maybe I’m almost glad she’s dead, because I cannot imagine the damage that would have done to her body and to her mental and emotional state as she got older. There are some things that are just too horrifying to grapple with.
6 months old. Who looks at a SIX-MONTH OLD and thinks, I want to have SEX? Has this FUCKTARD never heard of MASTURBATION?
I have to go. Crimes committed against children are always somehow more awful, and for me the emotional effect has increased tenfold since I became a mother myself. I…I just don’t understand. I don’t. And I don’t want to. There is something very very wrong with people who visit that kind of anger and trauma on a child, even moreso a baby.
RIP, little baby girl. I don’t know your name but you know who you are and God knows who you are. God bless you, little one. God bless you.